i cannot feel circles and circles i have pretended lost beneath voices of familiar faces crossing tears broken strings like a child release me stop asking these questions tonight he saw me let it go pictures of you magic kisses i have walked down these roads i always wanted to believe there were times i thought i knew it all hollow fears i'm not waiting for you take me back tell me stories i've tapped into a perosonality pretend to see me through my eyes notice me for one fucking time just tell me to stop another story if you told me what to say i want to wash away



7.30.97


stop asking these questions
what is it youíre really wanting to find?
what have i done for the last couple of days?
where was i last night?

or better yet WHO was i with?
and WHO am i fucking?

well i havenít fucked anyone recently!
i havenít passed out drunk on the city streets!
i havenít done anything you want to hear!

do you feel better now
well, donít pretend to care

iím screaming for help
desperate to be near

if only you knew
if only i could tell
itís over between us
o.k. you won

are you happy now
cuz i am not

iím tired of the games
of the repeated patterns you so love to play

i canít undo the past
i canít erase a year and a half
this is my life to live
these are my mistakes to make

so STOP with the questions
the interrogation that makes me bleed
just leave me alone
and let me be free