i cannot feel circles and circles i have pretended lost beneath voices of familiar faces crossing tears broken strings like a child release me stop asking these questions tonight he saw me let it go pictures of you magic kisses i have walked down these roads i always wanted to believe there were times i thought i knew it all hollow fears i'm not waiting for you take me back tell me stories i've tapped into a perosonality pretend to see me through my eyes notice me for one fucking time just tell me to stop another story if you told me what to say i want to wash away



8.9.97

tonight he saw me
with familiar eyes
with gentle smiles

tonight he made me remember
times that have long been past
to forget our recent clash

tonight he saw me
with his heart
he touched me
with nothing felt

perhaps the healing is occurring
and the screaming is fading
perhaps i am mistaken something
if not everything at all

be careful of comfort
of security from the old
be careful not to return
to times made of lonely holes