i cannot feel circles and circles i have pretended lost beneath voices of familiar faces crossing tears broken strings like a child release me stop asking these questions tonight he saw me let it go pictures of you magic kisses i have walked down these roads i always wanted to believe there were times i thought i knew it all hollow fears i'm not waiting for you take me back tell me stories i've tapped into a perosonality pretend to see me through my eyes notice me for one fucking time just tell me to stop another story if you told me what to say i want to wash away



9.22.97

pictures of you flash inside my eyes
motions of you i play to cry
i have frozen woven patterns of time
and skate down the slick ice you made mine

there was once a warmness
there was once a tenderness
for if there was not
i am a greater fool than i thought
i know your ways
to move from old to newer days
and now my position is middle ground
i feel as though iím constantly bound

but now itís too late
iíll never understand what were not my traits
just answer me why
why was i never there?
why did you make me care?

somewhere along these feelings will stop
these sounds, touches, and senses will be forgot
but now you want to breathe fire into cooling waters
you want to watch the steam
and yet you expect no screams

forgive me if i sound irate
but do you really expect me to like your mate?
i did once lay by your side
i did once feel you inside

perhaps you should take some time and think

do unto others as you would have done to you
for i will no longer play as being your fool