i cannot feel circles and circles i have pretended lost beneath voices of familiar faces crossing tears broken strings like a child release me stop asking these questions tonight he saw me let it go pictures of you magic kisses i have walked down these roads i always wanted to believe there were times i thought i knew it all hollow fears i'm not waiting for you take me back tell me stories i've tapped into a perosonality pretend to see me through my eyes notice me for one fucking time just tell me to stop another story if you told me what to say i want to wash away



12.8.97

pretend to see me through my eyes
feel me, taste me, donít be shy
pretend you could feel
everything that was real
you could run my hands across my hips
suck my fingers through my lips

pretend you were me
and wander free
drip water down my chest
watch the puddles come to rest
just turn me on
and lick me down
i want you to believe
i know how to please

pretend a little more
roll naked on the floor
take the candle and the wine
and blow kisses to my mind
undress me next
with your hands like braille text
feel the curves
connect the nerves

pretend you knew how
to play my body loud
every stroke you make
i come closer to the take

pretend you werenít pretending
no more frozen silent glancing
turn the lights to low
swallow everything slow
explain myself to me
define every piece you see
tasting precious pauses
teasing other causes

pretend now that i am you
donít let go and carry me through
i want to feel your lips
tracing me deeper with sips
guide me longer
feed my hunger
throw me to the ground
straddle every inch around

pretend we were escaping
hiding between the daylightís breaking
falling to our knees
lying naked in the breeze

i want to stop, not just one thought
continue to devour
the rhythm that is ours
bring me to the sea
where waves crash orgasmicly
water rushing over water
thrashing hour after hour
feel the vibrations from within
the wetness glowing from my skin
release my urges
scream and shout
iíll make certain there is no doubt

just tell me when
when you want the pretending to end
and i will make real
everything that you feel