i cannot feel circles and circles i have pretended lost beneath voices of familiar faces crossing tears broken strings like a child release me stop asking these questions tonight he saw me let it go pictures of you magic kisses i have walked down these roads i always wanted to believe there were times i thought i knew it all hollow fears i'm not waiting for you take me back tell me stories i've tapped into a perosonality pretend to see me through my eyes notice me for one fucking time just tell me to stop another story if you told me what to say i want to wash away



7.30.97

release me from these uncomfortable departures
i want to feel no more attachments
i want to forget your turning point
your eyes fixated on someone else
is destroying who it is i am
iíve lost all connections
you hardly even look at me anymore
i feel transparent
i feel without a soul
and there you are killing me inside
and you donít even care
take notice for one fucking time
treat me like iím human
canít you just be kind
but you look right through me
and feel my stare
tell me what am i doing wrong
why did i lose someone who was never there
this is my life spilling before you
please stop being blind
i feel inside flutters of my sadness
too long untouched
too long alone